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08.03.03
| Life...
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| What;
in us, compels us to continue to live? To know...
that any moment of any day, we could have our life
stripped of us, that we could DIE any time, yet
we continue our meaningless repetetive lives, as
if we were going to ACCOMPLISH something. Maybe
I'm being a bit conceited in saying everyone's life
is meaningless, thats not quite true, but there
are not many who live who will be remembered in
years to come, save for maybe their closest of kin
and their friends, but once they die, the memory
of the original person will die along with them.
Not many people are eternal, and forever in the
names of everyones lips for centuries to come. There
are very few of those people, and even then, they
are only remembered for their contributions and
accomplishments towards a society... not for WHO
they were. Perhaps people do live on in an afterlife
of some sort, a heaven or a hell so to speak...
but how is that to be proven before we experience
it? Ah, the word of God tells us this, but how is
that to be trusted, must I have FAITH to believe
in such atrocities? Maybe i'm to conceited to believe
in that... let it be unknown, that is what i say.
Live every moment as if its your last... but most
people can't do that sort of thing, they are; no
WE are creatures of habit. We will get up every
moment and just live out our lives doing the same
repetetive things, and every now and again, do something
we truly enjoy. Perhaps that is how human life should
be... to be at that complacent level, where we don't
question things, otherwise we might be in a heap
of mess. Everybody would realize, that ALL of this,
is pointless. That would be a sad day in human history...
everybody would stop caring, and what then? Maybe
relationships will keep us going, maybe that IS
what keeps us going. Relationships... benefactions,
lovers, family, those are the things that drive
us to work a 9 to 5... to continue living, and being
happy, but is that happiness? You must be saying,
this person is only 16... how would he know about
life; but i've experienced it. I go to high school
repeatedly, to feed off of nothing... to go to college,
where i will get the degree where i will end up
working my suited job for the rest of my life, contributing
to society in that fashion... I've been bullshitting
and ranting... I don't know... I truly don't know. |
| -robert |
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